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So about a week ago I put in my two weeks notice at my job.  Thursday will be my last day.  I was expecting to feel so relieved but I still just feel stressed.  It has actually been making me physically ill- I just can't wait for it to all be over!  They have me working 10 days in a row now, sometimes until 1:30am.  I guess I'm getting the final "fuck you."  And I really wouldn't mind working the 10 days in a row if they would say something like "we could really use the help while we try to find someone else... blah blah" but I was told that next Friday and Saturday are my days off.  Really?  My days off are after I no longer work there?!  Does anyone agree/disagree with me on this? 

 Another year that I'm single.  Wahh wahhh.  When I woke up this morning it made me wonder if I'll ever find someone.  I'm already past my "mid-twenties" and yet I'm still single.  I was sad for a little but then started my day and I have had a fantastic day!  I am knocking a ton of things off my to-do list, have lots of energy, and have a general feeling of great accomplishment.  It's been a good day! :) Well, time to get back to knocking things off my list (updating blogger is one of them) so I will talk to ya later!

I just want to do a quick update and apologize for being so absent recently.  There is a lot I want to share, and if I have any free tim later today, I am going to schedule some posts! Some topics that will be discussed in the near future include:
- dinner w/ a blogger
- awesome hair treatment
- book review
- out with the old / in with the new (vague on purpose)
- the happiness project
- personal changes

Just finished this book.  Review to follow.  My favorite quote? "Friendship- my definition- is built on two things. Respect and trust. Both elements have to be there. And it has to be mutual. You can have respect for someone, but if you don't have trust, the friendship will crumble.- Mikael Blomkvist"

Have any of you read it?  What'd you think?

It's somewhat of a cold, rainy day here in AZ- one of my favorite kinds of days, especially on my day off.  I was going to go for a hike, but when I woke up to the raindrops on my roof I knew that plan wasn't going to work and laid my head back down on my pillow for some extra sleep.

I finally heard from my "friend" who said she didn't even know I was upset with her.  After lots of text messages calling me names and trying to place blame elsewhere, I just stopped responding.  I don't have the energy for it.  Maybe later tonight I will address the issue more but for now I just want to enjoy "me time."

I recently got back in touch (long distace) with a former flame.  Gosh that term sounds so old fashioned.  We actually went to middle & high school together, went to the same college for a few years, and then after college started dating each other a bit.  I always found it funny that things never happened in the years and years I knew him growing up- but we were so different then.  I was crazy about him for a while but things just didn't work out.

We've both been betrayed recently and have been communicating more.  I don't know if it will turn into anything but it's fun to have him in my life again- even if it's for a fleeting moment.  It's funny how some things work out.